Sobriety creeps in

Sobriety creeps in and disillusions my mind.  It makes me hurt it makes me anger the only thing that's real is the pain.  The boredom is unnerving it makes me anxious for anything but this.  Anything but me, I want to be anything but me, anywhere but here with anyone but you.  Knowing not what to do with me so I do nothing and it seems to be something I don't want to do. Yes nothing.  I don't want to do nothing I am Jack's sober being, I ache with numbness.  My thought are painful memories are dark take me away from this sober being.  Nothing I want to do is right.  My skin crawl and insides shake as the taste leaves my mouth and I wish for one more anything rather than nothing....I hurt from numbness.  My pain is real sobriety has given me pain as I am hurt.  Sober living is really void of life's little pleasures of the mind.  I ache of numbness I can't feel so I don't hurt my sobriety is gone i am numb to ache I feel no pain I'm happy inside me.  My memories void of dark as I know light I am no longer sober I am not hurt as I am me and I am HIGH!

1937 the Year our Government went for the Profits rather than the People

First of all I hate the way our government has been twisted into this business oriented Governing body! Government is all about money.  Money generated from the wealth will always be controlled within that circle of wealth which controls the elections with the special interest of their own fortunes not the wellbeing of our country and the people that it should benefit the ones that can't afford to "donate" to the governing parties so that their needs will be heard let alone fought for.  

With the way politicians are purchased by the most profitable special interest groups to ensure that their fortunes stay profitable it is impossible to have a true government ran by the people for the people.  The only "people" that the Government is ran by and for are the wealthy.  The Constitution should be amended to read.  "For the wealthy by the wealthy."  there is no way to overcome the corporate conglomerates that run the countries interest and money.  The way that if something isn't profiting enough they export the labor to some other country that is taken advantage of because they will work for next to nothing just to survive and feed their families. Meanwhile families here in this country are victims of this and loosing jobs, homes, and health care, hand over fist because some greedy Corporation isn't happy with the fortune they already have. They always want more it's disgusting.  

It has become so demanding on the people that need government the most, middle class and poverty stricken families, that if there is a need for supporters for a cause that would benefit this group of people that they can't even afford to miss work let alone travel to the places where the support is needed.   I know for a fact that here in the state I live in, Wisconsin, the people are trying to bring supporters together for the Jacki Rickert Medical Marijuana Act (JRMMA), which is a bill that supports Medical Marijuana to be legalized and available for prescriptions to be handed out to the patients that need it as an alternative to the prescription drugs of today that have harmful even lethal side effects.  The members of NORML have had many  get-togethers outside the capitol in Madison, however, the numbers aren't anywhere as  the numbers they need to show enough to actually have an impact on the politicians or the public to make them realize that this is a necessity for the people and their health.  

Since 1937 when Hemp and Cannabis were banned and made illegal due to money that it would take away from the already uber-rich men of the country.  

Dupont patented the process to to make plastics from oil and coal.  Duponts annual reports urged people to invest in its new petrochemical division.  Synthetics such as plastics, cellophane, celluloids, methanol, nylon, rayon, Dacron etc. All of which could me made from oil.  Natural Hemp industrialization would have ruined over 80% of Duponts business.

William Randolph Hearst and the Hearst Paper Manufacturing Division of Kimberly Clark owned vast acreage of timberland, the Hearst company supplied most paper.  Patty Hearsts' grandfather, a destroyer of nature for his own profit stood to loose billions because of Hemp. 

Now here is the connection of profits and the government.  Andrew Mellon, Dupont's primary investor became Hoover's Secretary of Treasure, HMMM already a little shady.  He also appointed his nephew in-law, Harry J. Anslinger to head the Federal Bureau of Narcotics & Dangerous Drugs.  Secret meeting were held by these financial tycoons and Hemp was declared dangerous and also a threat to their billion dollar enterprise.  For their dynasties to remain in tact Hemp had to go.  These men took an obscure Mexican slang word, marihuana, and pushed it into the consciousness of America.  Now because these materials were made from oil, the next biggest resource we the USA became dependent on became, that's right, oil.  Till this day in 2010 we are still dependent on oil, so much that most of Americans are still complaining  about gas, which also is a benefit of Hemp and Hemp seed oil, it also could be turned into a fuel alternative that would reduce the dependency of foreign oil, and is way less pollutant for the environment! 

If that isn't greed over well being then I don't know what is.  Now the USDA bulletin #404 concluded that Hemp produced up to 4x the amount of mulch pulp as wood with at least 4-7x less pollutants.   

I personally do not understand how we the people have been overpowered by this corporate greed that has ran this country and government of ours for so long.  I'm saying we stand up not for just medicinal marijuana but for the industrialization of hemp also.  This would be the most profitable crop in the history of man.  Out doing even corn and grain.  It would also be a world wide crop as well being easy to grow almost everywhere!

 

Thank you

Justin J. Kemp

Can't Sleep??

What races through your head as you attempt to slip into unconsciousness?  Are they thoughts you would rather not talk about.  Maybe they are nice happy thoughts, maybe not.  Sure we can take pills to find this sleep we can't grab as it's right there you can see it, taste it, but no...
Wide open eyes in the middle of a completely dark room, acknowledging you should be deep in slumber.  To find yourself up a few minutes later to the sun soaking brighter shades of color through the curtains.  Damn, another night of wasted consciousness, being kept awake by the sleeping subconscious.  Ironic that the simplest things that put you to sleep in the past maybe back to childhood.  The memories the excitement, is now the very think keeping you awake at night, reading this, maybe wondering to yourself could  you have done it different?  How would it have been if i would of......."
My friends these thoughts are mental masturbation. One can never benefit from wondering, doubting, regretting, it's what makes us who we are! Without the mistakes and the bad decisions we have made, we wouldn't be the individual we are today. If we take those mistakes and chalk them up to experience and learn something, be thankful they happened.  If you do fuck up and don't learn anything it was a missed, a wasted opportunity  for knowledge.  The questions that can never be answered are the questions that are never asked.  Know that the only thing you can do, is do it better from here on out.
There's no goin' back, changing anything, what's done is done.  It is what it is.  Move on live another day  and enjoy it.
Now go to bed, and sleep well...GOODNIGHT!  'J'

Help Legalize Marijuana in Wisconsin

Hello everyone,

If you could take 30 seconds of your time and sign this petition to legalize marijuana in Wisconsin.  Electronic signatures will be automatically be sent to your Representative, Mayor and the Governor of Wisconsin.

Thank you
Justin J. Kemp

here is the link

http://www.change.org/actions/view/legalize_marijuana_in_wisconsin